#2

MY LOVELY DEBORA! THANK YOU FOR CALLING ME. LOL.
i was seriously going to post a blog ESPECIALLY asking you to call me =)
hahar. that was why i was amazed to how you know.
AND-KNEE-WAYS, ..

ice was asking me what's wrong, and she told me people around our age (20) can only be troubled by 2 things: 1) Relationships (all kinds) and 2) Failure.
LOL. it's SO TRUE ok. hahar. well, this time for me, is #2 #2 #2!!! OH LORD!
one of my friend told me not to want something too badly/to hold onto something so tightly.
because that way it increases the chance of losing it.
well, you know, we hear all the time 'the fastest way to lose sth is to want it so badly'.

my day today was such a close call. almost lost the chance of turning in my application.
then the rest of the day i was just holding onto my tiny samsung phone, constantly sliding it to check of missed calls. yes, missed calls from the photojournalism department wishing me congratulations you're scheduled for an interview! ='(
but no eh..
没有.

well, there's always email. and i kept logging onto my ucla mail, refreshing my inbox like never before. but same thing, nothing.

WELL, there's always tomorrow, right? (:

life.
just when i found something i am SO PASSIONATE about, it's ... like.. so out of reach =P
wait till i tell you what happened today.
sigh! hahar.

but anyways. today i met someone i never expect to meet. just cus we weren't meant to know each other. hahar. but oh wells.
i wonder whether i will have a second time.


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